God life sucks so much right now. 

Finals are not helping. Grades are not helping. And my weird social life is definitely not helping.  I keep thinking that if I distance myself, kinda, I guess, then I’ll be happier, but it’s not working at all. Fuck aslkdfjalskdfjasdf this. I mean, I miss how you used to be. And I miss how I used to be. And I miss how we used to be. I wish it was the same, and I want it to be, but something or someone always gets in the way. I don’t even know if you care anymore or if everything else is so much more important than your best friend. I know I act like that sometimes too, I guess, but I really don’t know what to do or how to bridge this huge gap. I guess you probably think all of the same things about me. But, I wouldn’t know because we don’t talk.